Poem

For you it was all fun and games
But really you are the one to blame
sometimes it hurts deep down
But it feels like your in the clouds

Physical form of emotional turmoil.

everyones nightmare just became mine. Why? well I've havent had the perfect family and its was the normal thing to do now, but its emotional effect still takes its toll and a hard one. my mom just talked about it but   the tone of her voice told me more than what i really wanted to know. but that was over 5 months ago  or somewhere around there. And now just today the papers came and they seem to tell me that i was just another thing that was going to picked like the money, houses, and the furniture they were willing to battle out. my brother and i weren't piece of furniture for random people to select who was going with who. But those papers seem to tell i was just an object. Out of all the things that would happen to me i sure didn't think this was going to happen. But that they needed was a signature, my mothers signature. Suddenly my life was becoming from a girl who faced so much betrayal to have her whole life be a lie. I was living a Lie. Sometimes i ask my self why do we even bother to go to church its not going to make my life better any time soon. I mean it does for a while its like my safe haven but sooner or later you need to face reality, but for me i have faced it so many times i stopped counting. i am just a huge mess, a complete reck of human being, but life will get better, everyone and even myself keep on telling me. But when?  

On Francis

C'est un beau jour.

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My valentine

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Hello Blog about me

Well I decided most people have a blog or some kind of thing. And I got tired of just watching them, even though they were great. I decided it was time for me to make a blog. So here is my blog called, "Nancy's Lifestyle" not that unique huh? but oh well lol its about how I view the world around me and what goes through out my life like Fashion, Make up, Nail art work, and of course Movies and Books, and not to forget my school life too. lol no mine is pretty ehhh normal I guess.. who am i kidding im not normal lol so my like is pretty weird but here goes nothing.